It's been amazing - these last few months. A number of items have impacted me in the way that I feel I'm exercising my share in the Priesthood of Jesus Christ. Some things are big, while others are small. Some may seem insignificant to others, but, to me, they are some of the most poignant experiences in my journey of the priesthood thus far.
One of the most amazing experience has been in administering the Sacrament of Reconciliation. The opportunity to welcome people back home to the Church, the opportunity to assure people of God's infinite mercy and love has been an "amazing grace" (pardon the pun) for me. Whether I know the penitent or not, whether they come face-to-face or decide to remain behind the screen, the awesome experience of being the intermediary of God's grace is one that I cannot fully explain.
Although I have a hesitancy towards hospitals, the experiences that I have had in anointing and visiting the sick has been most impressive. I get butterflies in my stomach while I'm going there, never knowing what I will be asked to encounter that day. But once I get the hospital, I am glad to be there and to visit those who need me.
Another impact is working with the youth and young adults of the parish and of the high school where I am Chaplain. These young men and women of faith continue to invigorate me in my own faith. Helping them come to know Christ and leading them into a fuller understanding of the Catholic Church has been one of the most rewarding aspects of the priesthood. And though I know that I don't see the direct impact that I make (or hope that I am making), I have confidence that the Lord continues to work with them and in them.
All-in-all, it's been a very rewarding time. I know that I have not made everyone happy, and I have experienced some frustrations in my life as a priest so far. I continue to pray for my conversion of heart that I may always have the Sacred Heart of the Good Shepherd - and I pray for the conversion of heart of those I serve, that they may come to desire and possess the heart of Christ. I hope that these events continue to impact me, and that I do not lose the zeal that the Lord has given me through the grace of my ordination. I pray that I may have a positive impact on people, and that I do not drive them away from our Lord and His Church.
I need to be impacted.
Enjoy the journey . . .
