04 March 2014

Battle for Metanoia



Homily for Ash Wednesday
5 March 2014

        And so, my brothers and sisters, we find ourselves returning to the desert with Jesus for these next forty days. The Lenten practices of prayer, fasting and almsgiving that we will be engaging in are to be not simply the same things we give up year after year because that is our tradition. Rather, what we sacrifice this Lent should be something which causes our metanoia, our conversion from our selfish ways of living back to the way of the Lord.

        The reason for this metanoia, this conversion, is given to us in the Opening Collect – or Opening Prayer – for today’s Mass: our battle against spiritual evils. This season of Lent is our annual time of battle against the way in which the Devil continues to assault us, tearing us away from our relationship with God with the temptation to sin. Our actions of prayer, fasting and almsgiving are to be the wielding of our spiritual weapons as we face down the foe who wishes to destroy us. When done correctly – that is, when done with the right intention and purpose –, our metanoia becomes the greatest weapon and shield in our spiritual arsenal, for it is created out of those blessings and graces which keep us close to God.

        Pope Benedict XIV once said: “The observance of Lent is the very badge of the Christian warfare. By it we prove ourselves not to be enemies of Christ. By it we avert the scourges of divine justice. By it we gain strength against the princes of darkness, for it shields us with heavenly help.”   

        My brothers and sisters, Lent is not simply that time “to be a ‘good Catholic’” by simply giving something up, going to the local fish fry, throwing an extra dollar in the poor box, or coming to an extra Mass here or there. If we believe that this is what Lent is all about, then we’re completely missing the mark on why we engage in our three Lenten practices; we miss the mark about why we use this time to truly “take up battle against spiritual evils”; we miss the mark on why we answer the call to metanoia in the first place.

        In our readings today, we hear some of the finest reasons that we not only celebrate Lent, but that we also enter into this time of conversion, this time of metanoia. Joel reminds us that we are to “return to [the Lord] with [our] whole heart”, and that we should be rending our hearts, and not our garments. Paul, in his Second Letter to the Corinthians, noting that “we are ambassadors for Christ”, urges us to “be reconciled to God” and “not to receive the grace of God in vain.”

        Yet all that we will sacrifice this Lent and all that we will do as acts of self-discipline is to be done in secret, as Jesus reminds us in the Gospel of Matthew. Our conversions are not to be something that is “showy” or “flashy”. We should never try to out-do anyone in our sacrifices; we should never promote our piety, lest people look upon that piety as self-serving instead of self-denying.

        Another reason we keep our Lenten practices secret is because each person in this church today knows that every other person in this church is a sinner. We all have our spiritual battles to face, and no one’s battle is more significant than another’s. Each one of us is tempted by the Evil One in ways that are, though universal in some, distinctly unique to who we are as individuals. What, then, are our weapons for spiritual battle? Our weapons are the weapons of self-restraint: the Lenten practices of prayer, fasting and almsgiving, ultimately leading to that weapon by which our Faith is identified: the Sign of the Cross.

        And so we come today to be renewed by that sign which claimed us as a member of Christ’s Body on the day of our Baptism. Just as the priest or deacon made the Sign of the Cross on our foreheads and invited our parents and Godparents to do the same, so now we come forward to proudly wear the sign formed in ashes which commits us to our metanoia, and not just only on this day or throughout the season of Lent, but for each day of the rest of our lives.

        The ashes we wear today are not to show people that we’re “good Catholics.” The ashes we wear today are a personal reminder that the journey we begin today is a journey of conversion that lasts not forty days, but each day for the rest of our lives. The ashes we wear today are a personal battle cry against the attacks of the Devil. Yet the encounter we have today with our Lord, Crucified and Risen, in Word and Sacrament is that encounter which sharpens our weapons for battle and is that which is the clarion call for our metanoia.

        My friends, as we begin our Lenten season and Lenten observances this day, our Lord beckons us to join in the spiritual battle for our souls – a personal battle which must play out on the battlefield of our hearts . . . a personal battle which ought to convert our heart and our very self to become more like Christ each day.

        If we are to take our Lenten observances seriously, if we are to take the practices of fasting, prayer and almsgiving seriously, if we are to take our spiritual battles seriously, and if we are to take our metanoia seriously, then the ashes we wear today will be that battle scar which we wear proudly; the ashes we wear today become that wound by which we are made stronger; the ashes we wear today become that invitation to live more fully the mysteries of our Faith; the ashes we wear today become that symbol of hope of the joy that comes once our sufferings are fulfilled.

Grant, O Lord, that we may begin with holy fasting this campaign of Christian service, so that, as we take up battle against spiritual evils, we may be armed with weapons of self-restraint. Through our Lord Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you in the unity of the Holy Spirit, one God for ever and ever. Amen.




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